nearing the end

My last class of the semester was this past Monday. But Monday feels like weeks ago for all the trips in and out of New York for Country Wife and the emotional dilemmas I refuse to reveal to the general populace. It never fails. At some point everyone sees me crack. Now that the beginning of the end has arrived, I'm wondering if I didn't just throw away one of the most important pieces of my life. Cryptic, yes. But most of the people who regularly read this have some inkling of these ramblings. To everyone else, I apologize for the randomness.